Well it's been a wee while since i wrote my last post here. I remember starting this as a self blog to myself, to read back on and to write out whatever came to mind. Of course once you start thinking about needing to write something it all goes to shit.
So let's start again. Let's see it's been 6 months since the last blog, what does my mind linger nowadays? Well i can say it's full of life and energy. It sparks with electricity and for now in a long time it springs full of those wonderful thoughts and ideas that make me feel there is still a paradise world for me waiting in the distance.
Where does it come from? Usually you get inspired, something catches your eye where your mind suddenly changes from a complex fix to a simple one, It all becomes sense. The boy who thought he couldn't find his way is now on the right path towards what lingers in that white glimmer distance.
I see a shadow like figure there, like they're waiting for me... all those paths that were once all dark and invisible, one has opened up to a clear white glowing path - it looks like a heavenly place which with each step towards it I feel more stronger, more intelligent, more aware, everything become more clear and those evil ghosts that haunt around you - telling you negative thoughts disappear.. It looks like I've found home :)
